Saturday, July 19, 2008

So Beautiful !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Karen, Shannon and I just got back from the RBG rock gardens. We went down around five and it started pouring rain most of the way down until we got there and then it cleared up. Just like on this day last year when Shania died. I remember her asking us if it was raining out. We took down a little garden fairy figurine that we had in one of our potted plants here at home. This is the second one that we have taken down to Shania's fairy princess falls. We also bought one at a garden centre out there in the spring, this was the first one we got, and its a little one that is sitting down and is kissing a flower in it's hands. When we put it there in the rocks of the falls this spring, we figured that it wouldn't be there the next time we came back. And sure enough it wasn't there when we came back. It was in another spot farther down the falls in a small cave like crevice. So the next one that we brought from our garden, we put it in the fairy cave to keep the other one company. This one we brought today, we put up at the top of the falls so we'll see if it ends up going down with the others. It had a broken wing so it might have a hard time getting down there. But these falls are quite magical so I wouldn't be surprised. Something that we also do is find a plant that has Little flowers on it and pick one for each of us and say a few loving words to Shania and through them in at the top of the stream and watch them float down. This place is so beautiful just like our Shania. We had the place to our selves because it had just finished raining which was even more special. We miss her so much, it just seems like yesterday that we had her with us, flashing that pretty smile, saying those funny and thoughtful things that she would say. She tried to protect us from all the pain that she was suffering from this horrible disease, not wanting us to worry about what she was going through. We think about her everyday, she is with us wherever we go, branded into our hearts forever, with love that is true.
We will always believe in you Shania we will we will !!!
We will always believe in you Shania we will we will !!!!!
We will always believe in you Shania we will we will !!!!!!!!
Love Shayne, Karen & Shannon